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I want to share something: My trip to Tas and My short stay In Melbourne
Heads up;
Travelling has been the most eye opening and best experience of my life so don't let what I say detract anyone from walking, running flying or sailing.

I walked for three months 1000 Km from home chasing the mystery of wisdom and here I am sitting on the same chair, at the same screen, with the same eyes and I learnt something here that will forever change my life. 

Everything that I wanted, every skill became apparent to me here now and not at some wonderfully gathering of beautiful people, not in the splendor of natures silence it was here in my room where I hated the world.

Everything must be taken in slowly gently, like tips of a butterfly because everything is in duality. When you move slow, you also observe swiftly. I can't comprehend what came over me but it all clicked.

It finally all clicked and the stress of overachieving of being great washed over the stone that is my being . I really truly honestly thought I was never chasing fame, fortune and letting it come to me as I strive to be the best but deep down somewhere I never even knew existed there was a longing. Now I finally see that longing in all of it's unjust measures. I wanted to be good at a young age to impress myself, I didn't care about impressing people anymore... but myself, my own mind. That in its self is a trap.

I did learn so much in my travels I think it all culminated at this very moment writing this down and I don't think If I stayed in my room the whole time I would receive all of this understanding, I needed to leave and learn everything else so I could forget other things. I hope to forget again soon.